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Um. Yes. I did have to look up how to spell onomatopoeia because I forgot how. I'm sure I will forget how again. Pretty damn soon too. It's not that much of a surprise.

Anyway, I have found that I am actually very productive when I find that I cannot sleep. Most of the time, I'll just try to lie in bed and force myself to sleep, mostly because I'll have important things to do the next day and being tired isn't really an option. However, on rare occasions when I cannot sleep on a weekend night and decide NOT to just lie in bed and force myself to sleep, I get REALLY productive. I was tired at about 10 last night (I know that's early, but I'll get to why later) and everybody was going to bed... It is now 6.30 in the morning and I have successfully finished and submitted all my homework, scrubbed my converse to brand-new-ish (just gotta let them dry), and brushed the hell out of my dog because she is shedding at a rate of 47 dust bunnies per minute... and now I'm actually making a journal post! Wow. That last one is amazing, isn't guys? Especially since probably half of you thought I was dead (with exception to my mando sketch up).
I'm kinda hungry right now. But the house is too quiet to make food and there isn't anything good that I can just pick up and bring to my room or anything... Sucks. I really want food. There's pizza in the fridge too! But I don't like eating cold pizza (DON'T HATE ME!!). I like to put it in the toaster so it doesn't get all soft (or if too long, hard as a rock) and has that nice crisp to it.


So I was hired on in contractor position through TEKsystems to work for WHOLE FOODS MARKET as a web developer working on the main site! I absolutely LOVE my job. The work environment is beautiful, friendly, and welcoming, the people are outstandingly awesome, and the work I'm doing is satisfying.

In other news, I'm going to Comicpalooza in Houston this May! That's going to be an exciting Convention. Boyfriend and I are going to be rooming with peoples of awesomeness as well. Hopefully, I'll be able to add more to my new Steampunk soon as well. Maybe I'll start posting pictures of it as soon as I'm happy enough with it. Otherwise, it feels way too incomplete at the moment. In news of cosplay and conventions, we just had an "armor party" at those peoples of awesomeness' house and made some cool pulls of mando helmets. I've also decided I need to work on sculpting a helmet for a Silence (Doctor Who) cosplay. I will stand in corners and bump into people and be weird and be the Awkward Silence. (And I may be making a mold of the Silence helmet if it turns out well enough. I'll update ya'll later on that.)
I think that's about it for now. So I may drop off the face of the Earth again. Sorry in advance. There's a lot of stuff to do.
  • Listening to: The Sound Of Everyone In The House Being Asleep
  • Reading: How-Tos on Helmet Building
  • Watching: My Life Pass Me By...
  • Playing: The "OMG I'm Failing Classes & Mom's Pissed" Game
  • Eating: Nothing. I'm hungry. Bring me food.
  • Drinking: Nothing. I want a milkshake.
Okay! First off, apologies for being such a lazy (yes, I just censored myself.) I've just had a lot on my plate. I have my online classes at Texas State University (working on a Masters in Educational Technology). I've been obsessed with League of Legends (as I have been for the past few months). And then the rest of my time seems to be taken up with ANOTHER story. Yes, another one. As if I don't already have two others that I should be working on. This one, I call Lives and Lies of Past and Present. I started it because I had a nightmare (which have been growing more frequent). Actually, almost exactly what happened in my nightmare has been included in my story. This story is a horror/murder mystery. I have three chapters done (roughly) and I think I may post them soon. 
I haven't technically stopped with the HLOI series or the Ask Nox series (and definitely haven't stopped with any of my other stories), it's just that I haven't made any progress on them either. If there's anything that you've been dying waiting for, note me and I'll try to publish it ASAP, because I hate cliffhangers too. And I'm so bogged down that I probably won't even try to edit before publishing which means it will go up quick and get redone later. Also, I think a lot of my first HLOI are pretty cr.ppy, so I may redo them with some nice imagery and they'll look a lot better. And dA has the ability to let me update them and check whether or not I want the update to republish them (so all comments and favs stay, but it notifies watchers again (at least, if I remember correctly, dA has this feature...)). 
Anyway, wish me luck! Or not, I can't really tell you what to do or how to live your life... not yet anyway, but I will one day rule this world. Just watch me!

Other news: I recently jumped into Attack on Titan (it's awesome, go watch/read it). Watched all of season one on Netflix in a single sitting. The next day I caught myself up on the manga (in a single sitting). 
I'm preparing to go to All-Con (Dallas, TX, March 13th-16th). I have a "Casual Harley" cosplay nearly complete. My steampunk is getting much closer to completion (I need to dye some skirts and [fabric] paint a black utility belt brown. My friends are also getting married there. Big Star Wars fans, they're having a Star Wars wedding. He will be in his Boba Fett (501st Legion approved--100% screen accurate) and she will be in her Boushh (also 501st Legion approved--100% screen accurate) (if you don't know, those are the Bounty Hunters). And I think that's awesome. I'm proud of them and wish them the best in life. They're good people and they deserve it and each other. :heart:
I have a mango. Her name is July (yes, like the month. yes, I know it's currently February).
  • Listening to: Birds Chirping
  • Reading: Neglected Comments and Deviations in My Inbox
  • Watching: ATTACK ON TITAN
  • Playing: The "Make Mom Think You're Doing Homework" Game
  • Eating: Bottlecaps, Runts, and Gobstoppers (Yay Wonka!)
  • Drinking: Diet Cherry 7Up
It's been a bit, but as you may be able to tell by my last Healthy Levels of Insanity post, I have gotten my Photoshop back up and running! Yay! There are still a few other things I need to redo, such as my collection of text fonts (which disappeared once I installed my new hard drive (old hard drive broke when I dropped my laptop and the laptop before that had its mother board go kaput). Anyway, as well, my new gaming computer (a good desktop computer) is working!! That's a HUGE yay! Now, I've been obsessed with League of Legends and I've had the chance to download Left 4 Dead 2 (it was free on Steam). 
My Christmas went alright. It was a small one; just spent it with my family. Same with New Years, which is a little boring in my household. All we do is stay up until midnight (family almost missed it too, we were just watching TV and said "Hey, look! The clock says it's midnight! Happy New Year!... Go to bed.") Winter break is just an excuse for me to sleep in, really. 
Since winter break is the end of the fall semester, that brings us to the topic of school. I did FANTASTIC this past semester. I made all A's in my three graduate courses. I'm set to go another three courses this coming semester. Wish me luck! And I wish all students reading this luck on their coming semesters as well. 

Today, I put up all the Christmas decorations. I had to carry several heavy boxes up into the attic by myself on a rickety ladder/stair thing. After that, I vacuumed and now I'm relaxing 'til Dad comes home. I'm drinking diet orange Sunkist, eating goldfish, and watching Game of Thrones. Just started the first episode. 

Another amazing thing... Boyfriend told me he loves me. I've known I've been falling for him for a while, so I was indescribably happy when he said it (so of course I replied likewise). 

-100 TRUTHS-


001. Real Name: Nope. Sorry. Does not compute. I might give it to ya'll one day, but that's not today. Maybe I should change the name of this meme to 99 Truths. Obviously, I'm a horrible liar. My pants are in flames.

002. Nickname[s]: I'll go by Nox, Noxx, or Noxxy. For the most part anyway. Other nicknames are not included because of the above question's invalidity. Let's change that to 98 Truths.

003. Zodiac Sign: Libra. My birthday is Sept. 27. That is true. I've said it many times.

004. Male Or Female: Female, but sometimes I get angry about that...

005. Elementary school: What about it? I went to a lot of them. By the time I was in 9th Grade, I had been to 9 different schools. Such a bad kid I was.

006. Middle School: Disgusting. It's that preteen time when everybody should have just learned to shut the fuck up and get over themselves.

007. High School: I went to one high school. Surprisingly, my family didn't decide to uproot everybody and move AGAIN, like every other time. It's not really their fault. My dad was in the military.

008. Hair Color: Chestnut brown with natural red and blonde highlights that you can only see in the sun.

009. Long Or Short: People say my hair is long, but really, I'd say it's medium length. If you're still talking about hair. Otherwise, I'm tall (not long).

010. Loud Or Quiet: With people I don't know/don't like: It's like I'm a ghost. Otherwise, with friends, I'm fucking loud. Somebody shut me up.

011. Sweats Or Jeans: Jeans. They won't fall off my hips. I never liked sweats. They're just seemingly lazy.

012. Phone Or Camera: Camera? I don't talk to people much. If anything, I'm always on my laptop. No need for a phone, almost.

013. Health Freak: I ate an entire tub of ice cream. It was fucking delicious.

014. Drink Or Smoke: I just know once I move out of my parents house, I'm going to be slightly alcoholic. I LIKE it. That's probably not a good thing.

015. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Boyfriend. He just gets more perfect every time I see him.

016. Sexual orientation: Bisexual. Like a 70%/30% to Men/Women. Ladies are prettier, but I'm more sexually attracted to men.

017. Piercings: One in each ear. I'm hoping to get a second set some time in my life.

018. Tattoos: None yet. I haven't decided what I want to get or where. So I'll wait until I find something so perfect, I'll want it always.


019. Airplane: Yes. Several times, but none recently. Came with flying to England when I was young because my dad was stationed there.

020. Car Accident: Yes. Unfortunately, it wrecked my car. (It wasn't my fault and nobody disagreed. He ran a red.)

021. Fist Fight: Um... Only if you count sparring in Karate class when I was like 12.


022. First piercing: My ears.

023. First Best Friend : Ever? Kimberly. From Elementary school. Sadly, we lost touch after we both moved.

024. First Instrument played: An electric keyboard? I was really little and I'm not sure if that counts as "playing".

025. First award: I don't remember. I'll say my birth certificate. Congrats to me, I made it out of the womb!

026. First Crush: My first big real crush was on a guy named Michael in 8th grade. He was an asshole, it turns out. I hated 8th grade and never saw those people again. Mainly, because it was my only year at a private school, I was the outcast, and I decided to go back into public school. (I only went because my mom was a 1st grade teacher there.)

027. First Language: English

028. First Big Vacation: My family went to Disney World and Universal Studios like seven or eight years ago. I'm dying to go back again. They didn't have the Harry Potter theme park. D:


029. Last Person you talked to: Boyfriend.

030. Last Person You Texted: Spousey.

031. Last Person You Watched: Boyfriend, as he walked away.

032. Last Food You Ate: Spree! The hard candy.

033. Last Movie You Watched: Movie? Hm... I just watched Doctor Who and I think that should count. But otherwise, I watched Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone, Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets, and Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (my favorite). I had my own little marathon.

034. Last Song You listened To: Scream by Avenged Sevenfold.

035. Last Thing You Bought: Spree and a Diet Dr. Pepper

036. Last Person You Hugged: Boyfriend.


037. Food: Battered and fried mushrooms, which I now know how to make.

038. Drinks: I really like Mike's Hard Lemonade, Red Wine, Orange Juice, and Root Beer. (Separately of course)

039. Clothing: My Harley Davidson biker boots. Unfortunately the sole is breaking apart on my left shoe!!!

040. Book: Inkheart (and the trilogy) and Harry Potter (the entire series).

041. Color: FREAKIN' PURPLE!!

042. Flower: Daffodils and Daisies.

043: Music: Metal.

044. Movies: This is too hard!! Don't ask. I love too many different movies, but Zombieland is always in my top ten.

045. Shoes: Chucks.

046. Subjects: Computer Science (Web Programming)

---"x" is for "yes"

047. [x] Kissed In The Rain

048. [x] Celebrated Halloween

049. [ ] Had Your Heart Broken

050. [ ] Went Over The Minutes On Your Cell Phone

051. [x] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation

052. [ ] Came Out of the Closet

053. [ ] Gotten Pregnant

054. [ ] Had An Abortion

055. [ ] Done Something You've Regretted

056. [ ] Broke A Promise

057. [x] Kept A Secret

058. [x] Pretended To Be Happy

059. [x]  Met Someone Who Changed Your Life

060. [x] Pretended To Be Sick

061. [x] Left The Country

062. [x] Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it.

063. [x] Cried Over The Silliest Thing

064. [ ] Ran A Mile

065. [x] Went To The Beach

066. [ ] Stayed Single


067. Eating: Doing this meme and waiting for class to start.

068. Drinking: Diet Dr. Pepper

069. Getting Ready To: Go to class

070. Listening To: Typing... in the distance. I'm in a computer lab...

071. Plans For Tomorrow/Today: Avoid all forms of work possible.

072. Waiting For: Class to start.


073. Want Kids: Yes. In the future. When I'm financially and mentally secure and have a husband and a house... And I'd wait 'til I'm like 28 or 30 or something like that.

074. Want To Get Married: Yes. Eventually. When I'm out of school and have a job.

075. Careers in mind: Computer programmer and potential best selling author?


076. Lips Or Eyes: Eyes. Always eyes. One of the first things I notice.

077. Shorter Or Taller: Taller. It's hot.

078. Romantic Or Spontaneous: Spontaneous. Too much romance makes me want to puke.

079. Nice Stomach Or Nice Arms: Arms. I have a thing for hanging on to them.

080. Sensitive Or Loud: Both. I need both. Senstive because I won't go without it. Loud because I'm quiet. Somebody needs to talk.

081. Hookup Or Relationship: Relationship.

082. Troublemaker Or Hesitant: Troublemaker. Oh dear my deviousness.


083. Lost Glasses/Contacts: Nope. I only have one pair of glasses and I haven't lost them!!

084. Ran Away From Home: No. I learned from my sister not to. She ran away and got pregnant at 16!

085. Held A Weapon, For Self Defense: I've held a weapon, but not in self-defense.

086. Killed Somebody: Who knows? I could have been sleep walking and never figured it out.

087. Broken Someone's Heart: My ex is still in love with me.

088. Been Arrested: Nope. Learned from my sister not to. She was caught shoplifting and drug dealing.


090. Yourself: No.

091. Miracles: Yeah.

092. Love At First Sight: NO.

093. Heaven: Yeah.

094. Santa Claus: No.

096. Magic: YES.


097. Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now: YES.

098. Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life: No

099. Do You Believe In God: Yes?

100. Post As 100 Truths And Tag five People: THIS ISN'T A TRUTH YOU LYING SON OF A BITCH! NOW I ONLY HAVE 97 TRUTHS!!


:iconcaptainbeckhurst:  :iconquincod:  :icontehzombiecupcake:  :iconsazorex:  :iconicepearl14:


Also, you may volunteer as tribute.
That does not release another from the sacrifices list.
Adventures at Alamo City Con

So, this past weekend, on Friday and Saturday (unfortunately, not Sunday because Boyfriend had work and I wouldn't go by myself), I went to the Alamo City Comic Convention in San Antonio! It was a blast! I got to see a bunch of awesome friends and make a few new ones. I shared my idea of creating a Steampunk Harley Quinn as well. My friends even offered advice and some help with it! I really admire these people too (they're awesome), so it's so great to receive such positive attitudes from them all the time.
Not to mention, I got a chance to hear about my friends' wedding plans! He proposed to her at the Space City Con while he was in full Boba Fett (the Mandalorian Bounty Hunter) and she was in full Boushh (Leia's Bounty Hunter disguise). I only saw the pictures, but it was beautiful!! :heart: (And mind you, these cosplays are 100% legit and screen accurate, approved by the 501st Legion.) Their wedding will be at another con in Texas during August, I think. I'm excited for them.
Back to the Alamo City Con! I bought so many freaking posters! I'm running out of room on my walls now and I'm hanging them from my ceiling too. My room is AWESOME. Be jealous. I have Harley Quinn posters, Batman posters, Raven (from Teen Titans), Supernatural, Zombies, Doctor Who (of course), Lord of the Rings, and a shit ton more. I'm not even able to count how many thumb tacks I've put in my walls; I'm guestimating around 200+. I freaking LOVE posters and decorations. It's hard for me not to spend $300+ on them...
I also bought my first ever real comic books! (Not manga or just graphic novels, real comic books.) I bought three of The New 52! (They're the new series coming out.) I bought Harley's, the Joker's, and Poison Ivy's. I feel like a real nerd now. =P I have comic books.
Back to conventions: I really want to do a lot of different cosplays right now. I'm working on getting a job to afford these cosplays. I mean a real job, not teaching children at a child development center how to be demented (though the demented part is not part of the job description). I mean a career job. One in which they hire me because I have a Bachelor's of Computer Science and so many credit hours towards a Master's Degree. So the cosplays I really wanna do now are:
  • General Steampunk
  • Steampunk Harley Quinn
  • River Song
  • Raven (Comic Book Style)
  • Rangiku Matsumoto (Group Bleach Cosplay)
  • Imperial Officer (Star Wars; I want to join the 501st)
  • TK (Trooper Knight/Shiny Stormtrooper)
  • A shit ton more

Good luck to me and my bank account, right? The Stormtroopers (to be 501st legit) cost around $1000 to complete helmet, armor, boots, and underarmor. Plus the cost of every mistake I'm going to make.
Oh! And Boyfriend's birthday is coming up soon. I'm looking for any good Green Lantern gifts to get him. I've already got two gifts, but I feel like they could be expected and I was hoping to find something that could really blow him away; something he could get really excited about. It's difficult within my price range.
S T O L E N   F R O M

Oh, dear, rather personal. But I'll answer it because I'm the one who decided to take this quiz thingy. Okay, so my LAST relationship (not the one with Boyfriend) was unfortunately rather horrible. To make it short, it was an unhealthy relationship and I ended it. Should have ended it much sooner than I did, but it was my first real relationship and I had been in it so long that I didn't even realize the problem.

That is way too hard to say. It changes frequently. But for the most part, it's almost always Disturbed that comes out on top. Otherwise, some others might include Rob Zombie, Red, AFI, Avenged Sevenfold, Thousand Foot Krutch, et cetera. That's my type of music.

Boyfriend!! :heart: I like Boyfriend. He's awesome. Very nerdy, dorky, friendly, accepting, and quite handsome. Hehe. And he's a total sweetheart. We get along exquisitely.

I don't go through many tough things. I intentionally keep myself out of those. Surprising to me, my last relationship (before Boyfriend) was not the hardest thing I have ever been through. Actually, the hardest thing I ever had to go through was a betrayal from two people who I thought were my best friends. It wasn't as bad as it sounds. They just kind of turned their back on me. What happened was that I had been the first to have an extravagant party--it was my quinceanera (15th b-day), while they were waiting on their Sweet Sixteenths. Anyway, I'm sure it was just jealousy and immaturity, but they started acting like bitches to me, no matter how nice I tried to be to see if it would lessen their sour moods. I ended up talking to my mom about it a while later and she ended up talking to their parents. They were being stupid. And eventually, they cut it out, but by then it was too late and I just moved on and made new friends. I'm glad it happened though. I got to meet a wonderful group of outcast friends and was much happier with them. And I think I learned a lesson from it. They're loss.

They're those new friends I made after that incident. I let loose my dork-side and became much happier for it. They mean a lot to me.

This is another tough one. I do always love ZombieLand and Shawn of the Dead. Zombie movies are some of my favorite. Warm Bodies was good too. There are others like Matilda (one of my first favorites), Avengers (I love superheroes), the Harry Potter movies (Can't get enough of Harry Potter), et cetera. I can never answer these questions with just one answer.

Bisexual. Like 70 - 30 ish more towards guys, but there are just some beautiful women in the world.

I drink. Not beer. Beer is gross. But I like wine, hard liquors, and mixed drinks (and definitely jell-O shots). However, I don't care much for tequila. The occasional margarita is still nice though.

I have my ears pierced, but that's it so far. I do want a tattoo though. I have trouble deciding on which and where and when though. I have plenty of time for that later. I also want to pierce my ears a second time or get a cuff on one of my ears.

Well, I have a degree in computer science that I'd like to use. I haven't decided on my dream job in this field though. There's too much to choose from. I've been applying though. As for a side job though, I've always wanted to have some of my stories published... I'd have to finish them though.

I'm the favorite. I'm smart, kind, and everything that a parent would want their child to be... except for modest, if you can't tell. The only problem is that I'm lazy and have trouble getting work done.

I'm insecure about my weight. And I fear I annoy people with my dorky childishness.

Nope, very much not.

Amazon. It has everything and I don't have to put on clothes to shop.

Brown. Though in the sun, they look like gold and honey.

I've been at it for too long. I'm so tired of it. I hate homework. I don't find the degree worth the trouble. I don't see how it will make anything better.

I have Boyfriend. :heart:

Right now... Scream by Avenged Sevenfold.

I hate studying.

People don't mistake me for anything. When I was 12, I was mistaken for 18, but that doesn't happen any more, thankfully.

Where I am. I just want Boyfriend with me. I'm alone in the house, watching Trigun, in my pajamas.

Watching a movie. Sometimes, they just make me cry. I'm kinda easy with that.

I've been to a Ludo concert and a Carrie Underwood concert. I don't normally go to concerts.

I'd have to say the Supernatural fandom is the one I'm most involved in.

Not any more. I want to be done.

Fantastic. Watching Trigun. It was a sad episode.

On a completely different note, I had deleted my Tumblr a while ago and now I've reformed it new. It's just funny stuff and SuperWhoLock stuff. If you'd like to follow, I'm here. And if ya'll know any good people to follow, please let me know. I'm having trouble finding good blogs with funny/interesting/fandom-related posts.
  • Listening to: Avenged Sevenfold
  • Reading: Harry Potter & the Chamber of Secrets (AGAIN)
  • Watching: Trigun (AGAIN)
  • Playing: League of Legends (AGAIN)
  • Eating: Peanut M&Ms
  • Drinking: Orange Juice
12 Jell-O Shots & A 6-Pack Later...
I T   W A S   A   G O O D   N I G H T

I went to an awesome little Halloween party last night. There was so much alcohol... but of course, my main focus was on the Jell-O shots. They were GOOD. And fun. Luckily, I don't get stupid (thus far) when I am drunk. The red ones were Strawberry Banana Jell-O with Whipped Vodka. The orange ones were orange Jell-O with orange flavored vodka. The purple ones were grape Jell-O with grape flavored rum. And the green ones were lime Jell-O with tequila. Though I don't really care for tequila. I had about 12 of an assorted variety. I honestly lost count though. I think it's 12, but it could be between 11 and 14. Then I also had a six pack of Mike's hard lemonade. Actually, the last bottle of that was the Mike's margaritas because we couldn't find my last bottle of the lemonade. I also had tastes of something that strongly resembled motor oil, chocolate vodka (YUM), and pineapple infusion Bacardi Rum. Easy to calculate, I was well above the legal alcohol content for driving. Don't worry, I would never drive drunk. Boyfriend drove me home. And because I spent my time with wonderful people, they gave me advice for how not to have a horrible hangover:
  • Drink lots of water. You're dehydrated.
  • Eat something with carbs, like bread or a bagael.
  • Also, something salty will help as well.
  • Take some ibuprofen (acetaminophen won't help).
  • Go to sleep and sleep well.

The people I partied with are amazing and wonderful. They are members of the 501st Legion (big and official Star Wars cosplay group). Boyfriend is a member of the 501st (as a TD and Vader) and that's how he knows them and I've met them at cons and at social gatherings that he's brought me to. They are so open and friendly and really good people. We played Cards Against Humanity (basically a very inappropriate version of Apples to Apples) and if you've never played it and have a twisted sense of humor, this game is just perfect for you. Now if you have played it before, you will understand why this game is perfect for when you are drunk. Think it's funny sober? Well, you're going to fall on the floor (out of hilarity, not because you're that stupid-ass drunk).

Hooray for me, my dad was able to fix my craptop. I have a new hard drive. The majority of the files that I really wanted saved have been saved. So my background/layout for my HLOI is safe! My progress on both Z for Zombie and The Vampires' Secret have been saved! However, I have lost all my originals for my Misadventures. The fonts I had loaded onto my craptop are lost. And since it is a new hard drive, I no longer have the Adobe products, so no Photoshop for a while. My dad is working on getting CS3 installed for me, though I have no idea when.

Unfortunately, my Grandma is not doing very well at the moment and my mom has been spending a lot of time in San Angelo, taking good care of her. I'm glad my mom is getting to spend some quality time with her Mama. They're having fun, but at the same time, it is serious business getting to the doctor's appointments and scheduling tests and making sure my Grandma is healthy and comfortable. She may be an old lady (85), but she parties more than everybody else in the family put together!

I may want to start drawing again. It's been a while since I actually drew anything. It's just that I still need a lot of practice, but at the same time, I'm very OCD and a bit of a perfectionist, so I tend to get discouraged and give up on them a lot. It's a bad habit, I know, and it's my own fault. You can't be immediately good at everything. So if I start posting crappy drawings, sorry. I think I may do a doodle dump of a bunch of old incomplete work. I've been wanting to for a while. Unfortunately, I have homework to do, so this may take a while.
  • Reading: Harry Potter & the Chamber of Secrets (AGAIN)
  • Watching: Trigun (AGAIN)
  • Playing: League of Legends (AGAIN)
  • Eating: Pringles
  • Drinking: Dr. Dynamite

I feel like an idiot. I hated that thing, but I never wanted it to die!! I was just sitting on the couch when the Netflix movie ended and I needed to get the Wii-mote, which was out of arms length. So I put the craptop on the couch's arm rest (which my mom has told me not to do for the past three years, but nothing bad has ever happened) and leaned over to grab the Wii-mote. Guess what. It freakin' slid off the arm rest and clattered with a big crash on the hard wood floor. (It even woke my dad up. I was in the living room and the master bed is right next to it.)
Well, I didn't think anything was wrong with it. It worked fine as I watched yet another Batman movie on Netflix, just going along. Then it was time for bed and I carried it upstairs. Still nothing was wrong... Until I decided I wanted to post a comment on one of my class forums. When I went to open Firefox through the start menu. It froze. I still thought nothing of it. So I manually turned it off (couldn't really go through the start menu to shut down). Then it wouldn't start right. It could only make it to the start up window. Nothing. Nothing further. Repairs wouldn't work either. It just sat there... I FREAKING BROKE THE HARD DRIVE!! (Boyfriend did a diagnostic test. He works on the Geek Squad team.)

Now none of this would be so horrible, but the week beforehand, the motherboard in my gaming computer started dying. (Thankfully, Boyfriend has spare parts. He confirmed today that it was definitely the motherboard, as I assumed. That can be fixed.) However, I didn't back up the new HLOI appearance. (Stupid me, I know.) And some of my progress on my Z for Zombie has been lost, but not too much, so it's not a horrible set back. Another problem is that my gaming computer does not have any Adobe products. No Photoshop. I should be able to recover my story The Vampires' Secret because I have that one saved on multiple hard drives.
So good luck to me and my everlasting bad luck with technology this month...
  • Listening to: Paper shuffling and Keyboard clicking
  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone (AGA
  • Watching: Trigun (AGAIN)
  • Playing: League of Legends (AGAIN)
  • Eating: Skittles
  • Drinking: Caffeine
S T O L E N   F R O M

1.Kissed a girl?
Yes, I have.

2.Kissed a boy?
Yes, I have.

3.Had sex in public?
Not in public. That weirds me out.

4.What's your religion?
Technically, I'm Catholic Christian, but I really don't believe in most of what the Bible says. I'm very liberal in my beliefs and don't care for super religious fanaticism. In my opinion, it's only spread hate.

5.What does your username mean?
Nox Satu Keir is my pen name. Nox is Latin for Night. Satu is Scandinavian for Fairytale. Keir is Irish for Black.

6.Reason you joined deviantArt?
To post my stories. Mainly, The Vampires' Secret.

7.Do you have any nicknames?
As far as you guys know, Noxx, Noxxy, Master... ya know all those titles. =P

8.Do you like bubble baths?
YES! Bubbles.

9.Kissed in the rain?

10.Dyed your hair?
Yes. Most of the time, just red or red highlights.

11.Soup or salad?
Soup if it's a good hot and sour soup. Otherwise, salad with Italian dressing.

12.Vegetable or meat?
Vegetables, but only if they're fresh. Nothing canned.

13.Go out drinking?
I'd rather stay in and drink. Less worries of losing things or doing something stupid.

14.Smoke cigarettes
Nah. Cigarette smoke gives me a headache.

15.Smoke weed?
Never have, and not that I'd want to make a habit of it, but I'd like to try.

16.Do any hard drugs?
Nothing that isn't prescription.

17.Have you had sex today?
Not today.

18.Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
Yes, I have. It's very comfortable.

19.The relationship between you and the person you last texted?
It's Boyfriend!! :D We're going to a Halloween party on Saturday.

20.Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
Yes, though I don't always understand why. They're just brown.

21.Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
ALL THE TIME. Now, whatever you do, don't ask how many times I've put it off to do a journal meme like this.

22.Tried to commit suicide?
Considered it heavily in Freshman year of high school, but fortunately, no attempts.

23.The last time you felt broken?
Probably in my relationship with my ex. It was a bad relationship. But that's behind me and now I have Boyfriend. He makes me happy and he's a great guy.

24.Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
No. I always confide in at least one person.

25.Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
Yes. Boyfriend.

26.Do you have Long hair OR short hair?
Long hair. Short hair would give me an afro.

27.First thing you notice to a guy/girl?
Face structure and shape.

28.Do you sing in the shower?
No. I try to never sing where people can really hear me.

29.Do you dance in the car?
Yes, I do.

30.Where were you yesterday?
At home. All day.

31.Ever used a bow and arrow?
No. But I REALLY REALLY REALLY wanna learn.

32.Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
At the Fandays Comicon I think.

33.Do you think musicals are cheesy?
Very cheesy.

34.Is Christmas stressful?
Yes. Especially when you have no money, have to hold up expectations, and grades have just come in.

35.Favorite type of fruit pie?
Probably apple, unless there's a good lemon.

36.Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

37.Do you believe in ghosts?

38.Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
All the time. It gets annoying

39.Take a vitamin daily?
Only when I have a sit down dinner with my family. If it were up to me, I wouldn't take them.

40.Wear slippers?
No. I hardly like wearing socks...

41.Wear a bath robe?
No. Just a towel.

42.What do you wear to bed?
Nothing... literally.

43.Do you want to get married?
Eventually, yes. Right now, no. I feel I'm too young. I'd want to wait 'til I have a stable career, have enough money saved up, am out of my parents house, I want to be about 24, 25, or 26, I don't think I'd need a house yet, but on my way to it.

44.Can you curl your tongue?

45.How many relationships have you had?
Two serious ones. The one with my ex and my current one.
Otherwise, the not serious ones, I never really kept count... it might be 7?

46.How can I win your heart?
"I am not a prize to be won!" -- Disney Princess Jasmine.

47.what makes a great relationship?
Respect, trust, loyalty.

48.Shy OR open?
I'm actually rather shy.

50.Religious OR non-religious?
Non-religious. I thought I already explained this.

51.Caring OR non-restricting of you?
These aren't opposites. They don't exist separately. Someone can care deeply about you and still be non-restrictive, which is what I'd say I am. You're asking Possessive or Non-restrictive, in which the obvious answer is non-restrictive.

52.Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
A healthy median. Either extreme is too much for me.

53.Piercings OR no piercings?
Just my ears, but I've always wanted a second set.

54.Tattoos OR no tattoos?
I want one or two small tattoos.

55.Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
I'm definitely the quiet stay at home type.
S T O L E N   F R O M

[x] You're an outcast
[ ] You feel as if you're not truly alive
[x] You'll moan when hurt rather than scream and cry
[x] You tend to zone out
[ ] You don't feel very smart
[x] You like worms
[x] You like taking things slowly
[ ] You like odd foods
[ ] You prefer to suffer in silence
[x] You don't get much sleep

[ ] You have a bad temper
[ ] You're incredibly physically strong and fast
[x] You love the moon
[x] You're very loyal
[x] If you love someone, you'll do whatever you possibly can to protect them
[x] You would go on a devastated rampage should your lover be harmed in anyway
[x] You like dogs
[ ] You're fairly sturdy in stature
[x] You're either a good leader or a solitary person
[ ] You have a hard time controlling yourself half the time

[ ] You're invisible
[ ] You have an oddly eerie presence
[x] You can send chills down a person's spine just by looking at them.
[x] You have messy hair that is partially/completely in your face
[x] You're incredibly gentle
[x] You're very shy around someone you find attractive
[ ] You tend to disappear when no one's looking
[x] You enjoy scaring people
[x] You like the indoors
[x] You are deeply connected to the ones you love no matter what happens

[ ] You have a very bad temper
[ ] You're usually angry
[ ] You have to make other people miserable with every breath that you take
[ ] You worship Satan
[x] You like pentagrams
[x] You love to mess with people's heads
[ ] You could do just about anything bad to someone and feel proud
[ ] You laugh when other people are hurt
[ ] Physically harming someone turns you on
[ ] You respond to an insult by viciously attacking the other person

[ ] You love cats
[x] You're lithe and agile
[ ] You could fall off anything and always land on your feet
[ ] You like gymnastics
[x] You're affectionate and cozy
[x] If someone is able to sneak up on you and startle you, you nearly leap out of your skin or swat at them
[x] You like yarn
[ ] You like chasing things
[ ] You're an excellent hunter

[ ] You rather be pale than tan
[x] You like to eat or drink red things
[x] When you're kissing someone, you tend to bite them
[ ] You're dark, mysterious, and seductive
[x] You've tasted your own blood before and liked it
[x] Being out in the sun too long makes you feel weak
[x] You're graceful, lithe, and can appear threatening or dangerous to others
[x] You have incredible charm and can get people to do anything
[x] You're more active at night

[x] You're into Wicca/paganism
[x] You like magical objects
[x] You believe in magic/can perform it
[x] You perform odd rituals on a daily basis
[ ] People find you intolerably cruel
[x] You enjoy manipulating people
[ ] You feel deeply in touch with nature and hate industrialization
[x] You love black cats
[ ] You practice voodoo
[x] You tend to laugh hysterically while picking on someone you find attractive

[x] You're a very good person
[ ] You take care with everything you do
[ ] You can be very serious
[x] You're gentle and kind to even your worse enemies
[ ] You are fond of many different things
[x] You would gladly endure anything for the sake of the one's you love
[ ] You're a virgin/have never kissed anyone/have never had a lover
[ ] People see you as being very pure
[ ] You are obedient and follow the rules without question
[x] You love God

[ ] You will eat just about anything
[ ] You like to attack people verbally or physically
[ ] You are thrilled if you can make someone bleed
[ ] If you were with someone, you wouldn't care if you hurt them as long as you're getting what you want of them
[ ] You like stalking people
[x] You find it fun to crawl into tight, small, cramped, dirty spaces
[x] You get hungry easily
[ ] You like torture
[ ] You live to hurt people
[x] You like the idea of being insane

[x] You enchant people
[ ] You like organic things
[ ] You're almost always smiling
[x] You love the world around you
[x] You get attached to animals easily
[ ] You're a walking-talking chick-flick/prince charming
[ ] You fall in love easily
[ ] You have a very bright/bubbly/friendly personality
[x] You don't HATE anyone
[x] You like long hair

[x] You have different personalities
[x] Your style could change from goth to preppy in the same second
[ ] You're fickle
[ ] You have more than one lover
[x] You're unpredictable
[ ] You would change yourself entirely to fit/get in a date
[x] You are fond of many different things
[x] You can easily get out of trouble by changing your demeanor
[ ] You often say one thing and mean another
[x] You like to leave your clothes on the floor after you take them off

  • Reading: TheMeepyNerd's Journal Memes
  • Watching: Green Hornet with the Dad
  • Playing: Write the Journal!
  • Eating: Halloween Cookies (shaped like happy pumpkins)
  • Drinking: Chocolate Milk

Okay, so I have officially signed over my "Founder-ship" of my group, TheLaziestArtist, to fallowsingerwolf. I've been very lazy with TheLaziestArtist. I'm sure fallowsingerwolf will be a wonderful Founder. She's been contributing to it way more than I have, and thus the reason I have appointed her my successor. So congrats to fallowsingerwolf on becoming the new Founder! I'm still an admin in it, but after a while, I may just demote myself to a regular member. Then I may make a new group dedicated to something else... No idea on what that is yet though...

Okay, so as you've probably been able to tell by my skinless journals, my premium membership expired a little while ago. No biggie. Just informing you. That means no more polls though. And no more journal skins, which may make it harder to remind you of my contests (I usually kept a link to them in the side menu bar of my journals). Right now there are two going on: My Zombification Contest and The Contest Contest. Please participate. In other news, I've been on deviantART for a year now!! Yay! I marked it because I received my premium (from anonymous that I'd like to thank again) near the beginning of my deviantART membership and now it's ended. Hurrah!

Forgot to mention it in my last "me" post. I turned 21 on Friday, September 27th while I was on the cruise and ported in Cozumel, Mexico... so yeah, my birthday was awesome to say the least. I had two martinis, some wine, and a pina colada. I was also playing on the cruise ship's slot machines and casino. It was fun. I lost $30. So now it's either cheap wine or expensive hard liquor. And I prefer rum over vodka. I like mojitos too. I don't care for beer. It's too bitter.

Yeah. I'm still in school and I still have homework. It is very much evil. I hate writing essays. They're evil. 
  • Listening to: Silence
  • Reading: Movie Synopsis (Date with Boyfriend tomorrow)
  • Watching: NASCAR with the Dad
  • Playing: Write the Journal!
  • Eating: Halloween Cookies (shaped like happy pumpkins)
  • Drinking: Diet Orange Soda

I T ' S   A   C O N T E S T

I like doing contests. In fact, I put all my dA points (from donations and stuff) towards funding contests. The problem is not that I don't have enough ideas for contests (because, with my mind, it'd be weird to think that I don't), but I just really wanna know what you guys would think would make a great contest and which ones you would be interested in doing. I bet a lot of you guys have ideas for contests, but maybe don't have a group to apply them to or don't have the points to fund it with... well, I do. And you can share... for a prize too!! This one's easy. And I'll give you credit if I use your idea.


:bulletgreen: The entry must be a contest idea.
:bulletblack: The entry must specify which group the contest is for: InsanityInspires, TheBookOfBlood, TheLaziestArtist, or just for my own journal contests.
:bulletgreen: One entry per deviant. The first entry is the only entry.
:bulletblack: All entries must be submitted by October 31st 2013, whenever. I'm not strict. Just make it there before I choose the winners.
:bulletgreen: All participants must enter their submissions in legible English in text form as a comment on this journal.
:bulletblack: The work idea must be your own.


:bulletgreen: You're already on my journal. Just scroll down, type your entry into the comment input box and click the "Post Comment" button to submit. Easy.
:bulletblack: You really can't mess this up.


:bulletgreen: There will be as many winners as I please.
:bulletblack: There may be no winners if I please.
:bulletgreen: That is because I'm not going to give points out to people who put crap ideas as an entry. As well, if I have many people make awesome entries, then I deem there should be more winners.
:bulletblack: There are no ordered places. You either don't win, win, or blow my mind.
:bulletgreen: Each winner will recieve 10 points.
:bulletblack: If there is an entry (possibly more than one) that blows my mind, they will receive an additional 40 points (10 points + 40 points = 50 points total).

  • Listening to: American Horror Story
  • Reading: Journals
  • Watching: American Horror Story
  • Playing: Avoid the Homework
  • Drinking: Oreo Milkshake Blast from Sonic
I   S H O U L D   B E   S H O T

[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the opposite sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs

[x] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[ ] sneaked out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] gotten into a fight
[ ] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die.

[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[x] been to a club
[x] been to a bar

[x] been to a wild party.
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD

[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed lolita
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] dressed grunge
[x] stolen something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[x] laughed at someone's pain
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert.
[x] dry-humped someone
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in your car
[x] broken a mirror  
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house  
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.

[ ] considered Ludicrous your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater
[ ] cruised on mail
[x] skipped school
[x] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[x] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[x] broken the law in the police's presence  
[ ] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[ ] licked a stranger
[x] been verbally harassed
[x] been physically harassed

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[ ] drunk and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test

If You Have Less Than 10...Write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10...Write [I'm Average]
If You Have More Than 20...Write [I'm a Bad Kid]
If You Have More Than 30...Write [I'm a Bad Influence]
If You Have More Than 40...Write [I'm a Horrible Person]
If You Have More Than 50...Write [I Should be in Jail]
If you have More Than 60...Write [I Should be Shot]
If You Have More Than 70...Write [I Should be Dead]
  • Listening to: American Horror Story
  • Reading: Journals
  • Watching: American Horror Story
  • Eating: Sandwhich
  • Drinking: Chocolate Milk
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So the idea of this contest is to "Zombify" something--a person, an animal, a mutated species, even Zombify a city. Show me your Zombie Apocalypse, your survivors, your victims. Guts and gore are welcome. All art mediums accepted.

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:bulletorange: The entry must be related to ZOMBIFICATION or ZOMBIE SURVIVAL.
:bulletblack: All entries must be submitted by November 30th 2013 at 12 am (midnight) Central Time. (Deadline is subject to change.)
:bulletorange: All participants must enter their submissions into the Zombification 2013 folder in InsanityInspires
:bulletblack: Each contender may enter up to three times.
:bulletorange: The work must be your own.
:bulletblack: If work contains mature content, please mark it as such.

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:bulletorange: You must be a member of the group. [Automatic Acceptance]
:bulletblack: Go to the group gallery.
:bulletorange: Click on the Zombification 2013 folder.
:bulletblack: On the top, right hand corner, there is a "+ Submit to This Folder" button.
:bulletorange: When you click on it, it will provide a drop down menu with:
        :bulletwhite: "Submit a New Deviation..." and
        :bulletwhite: "Contribute an Existing Deviation..." buttons
:bulletblack: Those should be self-explanatory.
:bulletorange: Go to the deviation you wish to submit
:bulletblack: Click on the "+ Submit to a Group" button
:bulletorange: Select InsanityInspires
:bulletblack: Select the "Zombification 2013" Folder from the menu
:bulletorange: Click Submit

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:bulletblack: There are going to be three contest winners
        :bulletwhite: 1st place
        :bulletwhite: 2nd place
        :bulletwhite: 3rd place
:bulletorange: Each of the placed winners are going to be from different dA categories. (So there will not be any two placed winners from the same category.)

:bulletblack: Prizes available for 3rd place are:
        :bulletwhite: 50 points :points: from NoxSatuKeir
        :bulletwhite: A llama from NoxSatuKeir, HarleKlown, Sparky-Sumi, & 1DragonKitty3
        :bulletwhite: Small Journal Feature from NoxSatuKeir

:bulletorange: Prizes available for 2nd place are:
        :bulletwhite: 100 points :points: from NoxSatuKeir
        :bulletwhite: A llama from NoxSatuKeir, HarleKlown, Sparky-Sumi, & 1DragonKitty3
        :bulletwhite: Small Journal Feature from NoxSatuKeir

:bulletblack: Prizes available for 1st place are:
        :bulletwhite: 150 points :points: from NoxSatuKeir
        :bulletwhite: A llama from NoxSatuKeir, HarleKlown, Sparky-Sumi, & 1DragonKitty3
        :bulletwhite: Large Journal Feature from NoxSatuKeir
        :bulletwhite: A custom graphic/banner from HarleKlown

The contest entries and winner placements will be judged and determined by: NoxSatuKeir and admins

If you would like to contribute to the prizes (even just a llama), let me know and I'll add it to the list.
T H A N K   Y O U
  • Listening to: Avenged Sevenfold
  • Reading: Comments
  • Watching: Southpark with my dad (About to watch AHS)
  • Playing: Read the enormous amounts of comments in my inbox
  • Eating: Green apples and peanut butter
  • Drinking: diet Ginger Ale
J K   N O T   R E A L L Y
I ' M   N O T   A P O L O G I Z I N G


Like Hell, I'd apologize for that. I was on a splendid cruise from the 22nd of September to the 29th of September. An entire week in and on the fanciest, most decadent place I have ever been, and it was awesome. It was me and my mum (and my Tia (Aunt), but we're not speaking of her (big fight/drama)) and we had such a blast. It was a Carribean Cruise on the Carnival Magic (yes, the one with the disastrous reputation, so it was relatively cheap). We went to Jamaica (Montego Bay), Cayman Islands (Grand Cayman), and Mexico (Cozumel). I high recommend this trip. Just don't forget the sunscreen. Sunburn is easy. And I don't burn... There will be pictures to show later. I'll post a few once I get organized. Right now, I'm busy with catching up on my school work.


As I promised, there are five winners of the RAFFLE TIME raffle! Your winners are (in no particular order):
:bulletgreen: psto1464
   :bulletgreen: Algophobic
       :bulletgreen: CaptainBeckhurst
           :bulletgreen: Airship-Seamstress
               :bulletgreen: Louddinosaur
Congratulations, you all have won 20 points and a llama badge (if you have not already received one from me)!


I went on a cruise, as I just mentioned. I got sunburn for the first time in history. Not bad though, it doesn't hurt (never did), but it is peeling and freaking me out. I have enough worries with making sure I don't decay as Queen Z, I don't need sunburn peeling. Speaking of my Z-minions, yes, it was us who shut down the government. It's my first strike in this apocalypse take over. So a congrats to us is in order. Thank you, thank you. And, Survivors... Run.
On another note, yeah, I did run out of my premium. It's okay though. HLOI, Misadventures, and Ask Nox will all carry on. Speaking of Carry On (My Wayward Son), is anybody excited for the new season of Supernatural coming up soon? What about Series 3 of Sherlock? How about American Horror Story's Season 3? With Witches!! And nobody can forget Doctor Who's 50th Anniversary!!! Yay! I'm excited.
Unfortunately, I will not be able to post much this week either. I'm going to the Fandays Convention in Dallas tomorrow (and all weekend) with Boyfriend!! I'm going as River Song (outfit from Let's Kill Hitler). Boyfriend is going as the Fifth Doctor. It's gonna be awesome and there are some amazing people showing up there. Check it out.
Then I will be completely restrained, tied to a chair, kicking and screaming, and suffering because I'll be forced to do my homework... like the stuff I'm not doing right now that I should be...


Thu Sep 5, 2013, 3:07 PM


It has occurred to me that I have never done a raffle before. And I kinda wanna do one. This raffle is going to be very small and very simple. That's just how it's gonna work. There's not much you have to do, but there are some pretty easy rules to follow.


  1. You must be watching me. Whether a new watcher or an old watcher, I don't care. No tears.
  2. You must favorite this journal. I don't care if you unfav it after the raffle is over. But you have to fav it the first time.
  3. You must have at least three deviations in your gallery. I'm not giving them to you just because. I want you to deserve them.
  4. You must favorite this journal by Sept. 19th, 2013 or you will not be included in the raffle.

Now that we have the rules established, let's move onto the raffle prizes. They are very small, as I stated earlier. (Maybe I'll do a bigger one another time.)


  • There will be FIVE Raffle Winners!
  • Each will win 20 points :points: and one llama (if you have not already received one from me).

T H A T ' S   A L L



Thu Sep 5, 2013, 2:02 PM

YES!! I kissed a girl and I liked it! Not recently though. I'm not sure if that would make Boyfriend mad or happy... Either way, *I* would consider it cheating. Even if he openly stated it wouldn't really matter to him and I'd get a free pass if it was with a girl. I think he just likes imagining it (and apparently threesomes, but isn't that every little boy's wish? I did honestly tell him that if a perfect opportunity came, I might grant his wish anyway. I'm a freaking genie... slash Zombie Queen.). So, Boyfriend and I are fantastic. But ya'll are probably tired of hearing me gloat on and on about him and rather me post some more HLOI and Misadventures (which, unfortunately, I don't have any and I'm at school so I can't make any), so let's move on.

I have now started playing League of Legends (is free). My username is NoxSatuKeir. NO WAY!! Right? Same goes for my XBOX LIVE profile name. Both of which you can friend me on. Anyway, I've only been playing this for a few days now and I'm still not very good at it. I'm learning though. I feel proud of myself.

Currently, I am sitting in the computer lab on campus (I go to school still) completely bored out of my mind because I've already done all possible homework. My home has been refunctioned as a prison. My mom is the warden. The downstairs cell block has been refitted to be the homework area. It is maximum security with full time supervision. I cannot get off task. There is always more work to be done. No matter how insignificant and ridiculous. Upstairs is my private cell (bedroom) where I may only proceed to when it's lights out. Alas, there are prison breaks (masterminded by Boyfriend), but eventually, I will be apprehended and arrested for homework negligence. Recreational time is very limited and very little can be done during that time. Prison food is gross; the warden (my mom) is a horrible cook. And what was my crime? Why am I sentenced to life (really just this semester)? Because I failed a class last semester (retaking it this semester) and lost my financial aid. Ladies and gentlemen, don't be like me. Stay in school, go to class, and most importantly, do your homework.

Unfortunately, my Advanced Weaponry Team has suffered a drastic drawback to their progress... one of the biochemical weapons exploded in their laboratory the other day and some of my most brilliant scientists' minds have degenerated to a primitive instinctual state. I guess, if I wanted to simply infect the world and turn every living being into an idiot (not that it'd be a big change from now), those zombies would do well, but no. I want a civilization of an immortal race--to build the world up from the graves of our predecessors and create a new age with me as the Queen Z. Speaking of predecessors, I have another team of scientists working on raising those who are already dead. This has not been a possibility yet. We are hopeful for our success. Wish us luck.

I'm also considering possible contests for my groups. I know I haven't done much with them for a long time, and I'm sorry. For InsanityInspires I'd like to have a "Zombification" Contest. The idea: Zombify something--a person, an animal, a mutated species, even Zombify a city. Show me your Zombie Apocalypse. (I'll get wonderful ideas for my future military creations.) I think the deadline should be around mid-November. More details soon.

Queen of the Undead

Thu Aug 29, 2013, 3:32 PM

S O R R Y.   B E I N G


I S   A   D I F F I C U L T   P O S I T I O N

I apologizing for not reaching out to you, My Minions. I do love you. I have just been busy amassing my large armies of infected. The time of the Queen's Apocalypse is nearly upon us. My Undead Generals and I have begun strategizing our points of interest for primary and secondary attack. The Medical Team has also been developing new methods for infecting both live and deceased subjects as well as mutating the virus to include special abilities and reduce the rate of decomposition. My Weapons and Defensive Administration Corps has begun arming my ranks. My Personal Guard has also been reinforced.
On another note, my niece and nephew had been staying with me for several weeks. They really do keep me busy. My sister also just came for the weekend and I spent a fair amount of time with her. I don't see her very often, so it was nice. She is moving to New Jersey now. She and her husband now own a bakery there. I had a fun few days.
Then there is also the matter of school. It has begun. I am actually sitting in a computer lab on campus writing this because my class is in an hour and I don't have much to do. The humans here have no idea that I will, very soon, become their queen. This is also an experiment with my Medical Team's odorless gas infection method. So far, no results. Not even a slight reaction. The concentration may be too small.
Also, Boyfriend is awesome. My for-cover-only (because Queen of the Undead is not a legal status) parental guardians have approved my trip to the Fandays Convention in Dallas October 4th - 6th with Boyfriend. We will be staying in a hotel. It is a miracle that the parental guardians approved without threat to their living status.

W I T H   T H I S



Computer Nerd... No Shit, Sherlock.

Sun Aug 4, 2013, 5:39 PM

A N I M E   N E R D

[X] You watch anime.
[X] You read manga.
[X] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[X] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[X] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[X] You have cosplayed.
[/] You have done so in public.
[/] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[ ] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you know.
[X] You enjoy drawing anime.
[ ] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[X] You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.
Anime Nerd Points: 9

A R T   N E R D

[X] You like art.
[ ] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[X] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[ ] You have a favorite brand.
[X] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[X] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[ ] People actually ask for your drawings.
[ ] You are known as 'the art person' at your school.
[X] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[ ] You have taken an art class outside of school.  
[ ] You have considered a career as an artist.
[X] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[ ] You have a favorite artist.
[X] Your drawings have been framed
[ ] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.
Art Nerd Points:  7

M U S I C A L   N E R D

[X] You play a musical instrument.
[ ] You play more than one instrument.
[X] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[ ] You've participated in an extra curricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[ ] You listen to classical music.
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[ ] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[ ] You write music.
[ ] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...  
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[X] You are never nervous playing for other people.
Musical Nerd Points: 3

V I D E O   G A M E   N E R D

[X] You play video games.
[X] You own more than 3 different video game systems.
[X] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[X] You play video games every day.
[X] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[ ] You have songs from your favourite video games on your MP3 player.
[X] You love to talk about video games.
[ ] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[X] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[X] Your gaming system is in your room.
[X] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[ ] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[X] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[ ] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.
Video Game Nerd Points: 10

C O M P U T E R   N E R D

[X] You use the computer every day.
[X] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[ ] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[X] You spend time in online forums.
[X] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[X] You use computer faces.
[X] It is hard to go a day without using a computer.
[X] You know more than one programming language.
[X] You have friends you have only met online.
[ ] You have/had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.
[X] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[X] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online.
[X] You can type really, really fast.
Computer Nerd Points:  11

A U T H O R   N E R D

[X] You write everyday.
[X] You get in trouble at school/work for writing.
[X] You write whenever you get the chance.
[X] You write whenever you want to.
[X] You have Microsoft Office on your computer/laptop.
[X] You have a flash drive with your work on it so you can work on it at school or work.
[ ] You would say you are obsessed with your work
[ ] You never get writers block.
[X] You always have writers block
[X] You always get in trouble for yelling "Let me finish typing this!"
[X] You have notebooks filled with your work.
[ ] You have had your work taken from you and you nearly exploded
[X] You stay up to all hours of the night writing
Author Nerd Points: 10

Then Author Nerd and Video Game Nerd are tied for second place.

Help! Help! I'm Being Tagged!

Fri Aug 2, 2013, 8:30 PM



  1. You must post these rules.
  2. Post 11 things about yourself.
  3. Answer the questions set for you.
  4. Create 11 new questions for your sacrifices.
  5. Choose 11 people to tag. Put their icon on your journal.
  6. Go to their page and tell him/her that you tagged them.
  7. No tag backs!


  1. I have a thing for prime numbers. Odd numbers are alright too. Even numbers just piss me off. Especially 12.
  2. My favorite word starts with "F" and ends with "uck." It's not "Firetruck." It is most definitely "Fuck." 
  3. I just hit my head on my wall by accident and now have a headache. I'm holding a grudge for sure. 
  4. Yes, I can hold grudges against inanimate objects. Don't question me. Or the wall for that matter. I'm giving it the silent treatment. 
  5. I'm listening to Red right now. Boyfriend recently bought me two of their albums. 
  6. Boyfriend also gave me all three volumes of Queen's Greatest Hits. This makes me happy.
  7. Boyfriend is awesome. He makes me happy too. He's at Quake Con right now though. I miss him.
  8. Me and Boyfriend are going to go to the Fandays Convention in Dallas this October! I'm so excited.
  9. I just got my Arwen (from Lord of the Rings) cosplay in the mail! I'm happy about that. 
  10. My head hurts. My wall is mean. Obviously, it's all my wall's fault that this happened. Not mine at all.
  11. This is number 11. I like 11. It's a prime number. 


  1. Yaoi or Yuri?
  2. Both? Both. Both is good. I have no shame when it comes to porn. And I'm bi.
  3. What programs do you use to draw and how many programs do you use?
  4. Well, i use something called pencil and paper most of the time, but on the computer, I usually use Photoshop.
  5. Which one are you better at; Traditional or Digital?
  6. Traditional, if my answer to the last question is any indicator.
  7. Favorite male character?
  8. Itachi Uchiha.
  9. Favorite female character?
  10. Hermione Granger
  11. When's your birthday?
  12. September 27th. I will be 21. Now I will be able to buy my own alcohol! I'm excited.
  13. Favorite color?
  15. How many instruments do you play, and what are they?
  16. I used to play clarinet when I was in middle school band. I hated it. Now I play piano. Well, sort of.
  17. If there was one place you'd go to, what would it be?
  18. As cliche as it sounds, I really like being in the passenger seat of Boyfriend's truck. Whenever we go somewhere, he's the one drives. It's just sorta become a comfortable spot for me.
  19. Favorite food?
  20. I really like fried mushrooms. I recently created my own beer batter and fried my own and I decided I need no other source for fried mushrooms.
  21. What's your favorite anime?
  22. That's a tough one. I'm really liking Ao No Exorcist right now though.


  1. What's your favorite thing to say to people when you're losing an argument? (I tell people to Hush.)
  2. Is 2 a prime number?
  3. I still don't care for the new journal writer/editor. How do you feel about it?
  4. Even though I don't care for even numbers, I'm alright with 4. Because it's 2 + 2, 2 * 2, and 2 ^ 2. Just kinda cool. Do you have any preferences to particular numbers like I do?
  5. Do you think I'm who I say I am or do you think I'm a rubber duck?
  6. Are you perverted?
  7. Tell me a dirty joke.
  8. Can you say your alphabet backwards?
  9. What's a language you wish you could speak/read/write fluently in?
  10. Are you a fan of any movies/shows that you'd get called a dork/nerd/geek for liking?
  11. If you had a pet dinosaur, what dinosaur would it be? What color would it be? What would you name it? What would you feed it? Give me a 200 word essay on the type of life you want it to have.

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